Idiot

How can I sleep..with the secrets I keep..of the lover I seek..It's all good..we're understood..its a must..things stay on the low..between us..I'm no beginner..and I don't leave the job..half done..we both know..that I am the one..let me do..what he couldnt do..look into your eyes..and..captivate you..I know it's not much..but you feel the passion...as you prepare for my touch..you asked for seconds..I aim to please..making your eyes roll back..while buckling your knees..swimming on your pool of affection..I believe its true..only a woman..can tap into the..deepest desires..that lie within you..

"STUPID"

Skin like caramel..dipped in honey..shorty got me on the edge..of my seat..why the hell..is she such a cutie..her smile..has my stomach on knots..I let my words..blow your mind..like my tongue..pleasing your...shhh..no more said..until..we can experience this shit...

"DUMB"

So many sleepless nights..with you in my head..torchered by unfulfilled fantasies..of you in my bed..visions invade my thoughts..as I long for my hands..to caress..every curve of your figure..literally..you move me..consuming my thoughts..without even trying..and I'm left to wonder..how such beauty..came to be...

What Are The Odds..

Of me holding you in my arms once again..touching you, like it's our first time..your lips upon mine..our bodies tangled..lost in time..no space in between..barely air to breathe..speechless..yet so much is being spoken..my love..your love..our love..trying to escape the both of us..yet..running..nowhere..two become one..over and over..and..over..again..until we collapse..in our space..yet in space..with traces of the stars..we passed..on our way..

I Hate You Now...

The last words..she said to me..how did I go from a casualty..in her tug of wars..of love..to the enemy..on her battelfield of indecisiveness..

How was I to know..that the hours before..we spent making love..we were actually..rolling on hidden mines..imploding beneath us..waiting for the final blow..you leaving me..to go back to..uncertainty..

Left with a whole..through my heart..an emptiness..in my bed..thoughts of our..forever..on repeat..in my head..the music..makes me wish..you were here..

...but..not if your hearts..half in it..

T.copyright 2011

I can't deny it..

As I crossed the floor that night..your eyes..caught mine..and was brighter than the smile..that was illuminating your face..my brain branded..with that image..no noise..no kids..just that moment..of..forever..

Met with competition..my subconcious heart..felt the resistance..of your love..out of fear..I created..as always..an alternate world..filled with pain..and negativity..it became..my sword and shield..as I allowed my thoughts..to get swept away..in a current..of false hope..and future heartache..

My reality has returned..and..I find..I have been washed upon..a remote island..no noise..no kids..no present pleasures..for our..future memories..no..You..no..US..

T.
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If You're Not The 1

For one brief moment..my day had taken..an unexpected turn..you were here..at my door..flawless..and taller..thanks to those heels :)..elated..elevated..I didn't wanna come back down..and as I silently thanked "santa"..for bringing me thee..best..gift..ev..but before I could..just like I knew it would..be..taken away..so swiftly..you had to go..

You were packed again..before the unpacking began..and my heart..sank to my knees..I felt like a kid..on xmas..who had just opened his/her favorite gift..only to learn..there was a recall on it..and it had to go back..

I held onto you..so tightly..letting go..would have been to real..all the emotions..I would be left to deal..with..if I squeezed tighter..maybe your mind would change..but we were both left..to deal with the pain..

Opening presents..over the phone..yet..the sound of your tone..was echoing in my ears..via 2D..for at least..93..minutes or so..I'll never know..who..or what..aspires so much..to keep us apart..

But this entity..or non..will not succeed..T 2010c.


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