I can't deny it..

As I crossed the floor that night..your eyes..caught mine..and was brighter than the smile..that was illuminating your face..my brain branded..with that image..no noise..no kids..just that moment..of..forever..

Met with competition..my subconcious heart..felt the resistance..of your love..out of fear..I created..as always..an alternate world..filled with pain..and negativity..it became..my sword and shield..as I allowed my thoughts..to get swept away..in a current..of false hope..and future heartache..

My reality has returned..and..I find..I have been washed upon..a remote island..no noise..no kids..no present pleasures..for our..future memories..no..You..no..US..

T.
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